In the midst of the chaos that is my mind, you will calm the storm
I need no rational, no distractions, no temporary relief
I need you.
As you caress my face and wipe away my tears, I feel Nirvana
You are my mother, loving me unconditionally
You are my father, showing me I can be strong even at my weakest
You are my lover, proving even I am capable of compassion
You are my light, guiding me through the darkness
You are mine.
To say I NEED you is terrifying
You can betray me and hurt me like I’ve always been
In reality, its not you I need
I yearn for the love my mother never gave me.
I wander endlessly in search for my fathers guidance
I crave a vision of a better me, one that lacks immensely.
You have the weight of MY world on YOUR shoulders
For that I can never repay you
But I can promise you this
In your darkest times, I will be your light
When you need guidance, I will be your map
When you feel hopeless, I will be your eternal source of love
I will become every pleasure that life has stripped from you
I may feel broken, but for you I will be strong.
You have taught me how.
“When you and I stand strong together no one here on earth can stop us.”